Today I met Amy, Maki, Andre and Christine. We went to I-Taiwan restaurant first to have some snacks and bubble tea, then went Dim Tai Fang to have dinner. The food was great, and it should have been nice to meet up these friends ; but I didn't really enjoy it. It was like just eating. Something should have existed between us was not there, or it was me, who wasn't there.
After diner, Amy came to my place. We watched Sex and the City, and talked about some friends, co workers we've met in Cairns. I so miss that time. My every stage in this journey had its own conflicts, doubts and unhappy things, but I missed every of them when I recalled the past and when I was in the stage full of concerns.
Everyday in Sydney was getting longer and longer. I was waiting. Things would be different when the new year comes. I wonder if I can keep myself busy, happy, lively, as original as I should have been, until New Year's Eve seeing every friend gather on.
No comments:
Post a Comment